Beautiful Damage

My heart, it seems
like all just a lie
Sometimes
I forget I'm alive

Can you remember
all that times that I have been betrayed
By my own mind and everything
that would live within me
I'm feeling nothing but
taking myself towards the blame
to the blame

It feels so real
this lie I feel
I just have to realise
for the way I kneel

My life it seems like it's taking a toll
I am the god of all lies
That I am
and can't just return

Peel off the skin
and knowing everything is going down
Hide in the fire
and we'll watch our shadows
grow upon
I want to kill away the rest of whats left
And I know
That I do

It feels so real
this lie I feel
I just have to realise
for the way I kneel
And everything is nothing now
There is nothing to do
Every little beautiful damage I have done

I am I am I am inside of you
Now I just think about that night
When I just slept with someone new
I think I could've been someone
Without having stopped or even begun

And everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used you be someone
Now I am right where I begun